A Fairytale

I chanced upon a blog by my friend's friend's cousin's friend some time back and so happen today I went back to the same site again. A little background, the blog is about this girl who lost her fiance on a surprise diving trip he planned for her slightly more than a year back in Malaysia. It's in the papers back then.

Reading the blog brings tears to my eyes. They have not known each other for very long, I think about a year but they have shared so much together. So many trips together, so many fun times together and they even bought a new condo waiting to start their next stage of life. They really lived their life to the fullest, embracing each new day together.

This 5-letter word - Death...a taboo word. I remembered asking my husband what will he do if I died? He turned it around and started telling me if he died, where are all his insurance policies kept and that we bought an insurance for our house so i need not worry having to pay for it and so on.

Frankly, I do not care about the insurance policies you had or having to pay for the house. I know I will be lost. He has been with me for a large part of my life. Someone who came and changed my life (my life is still changing every single day). Life is so vunerable, so unpredictable. It was written that his frens did a scrapbook of him during sec to JC. His fiancee did one from his childhood to the magical moments they shared together and his colleagues did a scrapbook of him as a staff/colleague.

I really wonder... if something happen to us...will people around us bother to do the same? Will they put together their thoughts of us and record the memories we had together? I really don't know.