It’s been slightly over a week since it happened but the events are so deeply etched in my mind that I know I will never ever forget what happened. I have cried countless times and spent dozen of hours just staring blankly and even counting down every single day to the day when she should have been borned.
Healing has been a painful process and I prayed everyday that the pain will be lesser each passing day. I am grateful and truly blessed with an understanding and loving husband. I know he is upset as well when I saw tears welling up in his eyes on that fateful day when the baby came out.
He shared with me the story of Job from the Bible when the God allowed the devil to take away everything Job had including his family and riches. But Job did not renounce his faith in God and was blessed with twice as much later on.
I surprised myself because I have never questioned God why does this happen to me? I believe there is a reason for everything that happened and I am glad that this happened to me instead of any of my friends.
My boss has been supportive of me as well…asking me to take as long as I needed to recuperate.
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