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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I would have been....

28 weeks and 4 days pregnant...that is if I am still pregnant.

It's hard not to think about it and it's even harder not to cry while thinking about it.

It's been over a month...and I am back at my first day at work.

Nobody really asked about my baby YET....and I do hoped they don't ask. Some closer ones just ask about my health and ask me to take care.

Am I expected to look sad or look as if nothing has happened?
Will looking sad make me seem weak and that I wasn't capable of performing at work?
Does acting as if nothing has happened make me an unfeeling person and that I couldn't care less about the baby?

I don't know how I should behave.

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