I have been having sleepless nites for the past 2 weeks, I can stay awake the whole night till or I will fall asleep only at dawn. At the back of my mind...i imagined that maybe my body was preparing for the birth of my baby which of course doesn't exist anymore (which I heard soon-to-deliver mothers will have sleepless nights closer to delivery date) which I was supposed to due to deliver in 2 weeks time.
I know I must have sounded crazy to most people afterall the event happened 3 mths back already. Hey, it's only 3 months ago and I'm allowed to mourn the death of my daughter. Death is not an easy thing to forget. Everyday memories of my baby and my pregnancy just crept back into my head silently....so silently that I thought I was hallucinating....
How long will it linger in my thoughts? How much pain will I be able to endure with each passing day? I don't know. I really don't know.
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