Sometimes I wonder what I want in life. I would ask myself dozens of questions and never get any answered. Even if they are answered, I wonder if they are the right answers and then you start to think, what are the right answers?
Life is just so contradicting. People only cherished things or people when they are no longer around. And the irony is letting go is just so difficult for most people.
Have you ever felt loneliness even if you are surrounded by friends and family? I often do. Why do i have such a feeling? I don't know. Maybe this is just one of the questions that will never get answered.
The other strange thing I discovered about myself is I like to feel depressed. I just indulge myself in that kind of feeling. I have absolutely no idea why.
I don't understand why someone can just change their feelings and thoughts overnight? I don't understand why people are so afraid to go after what they really want? Is it because of family pressure? peer pressure? or just the thought of venturing into something unknown scares them? I am guilty of this as well. The society has molded me into such a person that I do not know what is what anymore.
When you are young, you are not scared of anything. You get up after falling down, you ventured into the unknown - crawling - walking - running. If taking risk is always hanging on your head, maybe we are all still crawling now. Why has this changed when we grow up? Is it because we have family? We have too much committments in our life?
Why do I have so many questions? I don't know. Frankly, I don't know anything. Just another "thoughtful" day.
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